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I am a 27 year old female with a combination of eating disorders. I have always been worried about my size and what I looked like..always going to the gym, etc. But, it has not been until the last two years or so that one can actually see this...i guess what I am trying to say is that i have finally reached a point where I actually look like I may have an ed and to me, that was a great accomplishment. To my family(who were in another province), however, this was not a good thing. So, I was forced to move back home with my parents(where I am now) to get "help". Since I have been home I have gained a little bit, but I am trying so hard not to hit the 100 pound mark....when I moved home I was around 85 pounds and now i am around 95(yuck i know...i am 5 1). Anyways, I have been restricting as much as possible, but I also have a gross habit where I chew and spit out food. I use to love doing it...I felt this extreme high and sometimes still do, but mostly I feel bad and gross about it now...i am out of control(which is something we all want...control)...i really need to stop this habit..and be able to live without it, because i do not think it is helping me to get smaller...it is def making me fat. Umm..what else? I have just started to read this site and the past couple of days have been better...so i hope to be accepted so i can get and give help to u all!!! I want to reach 80 pounds....my goal i guess u would say!

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